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/Verse 1/
Looking in a mirror, trying to find myself
My mouth doesn’t open but I see im screaming help
Been awhile since I truly smiled cause of what I felt
Tried to dial up only to be dial downed
Trying to face up, but got my face down
Joking around to put a smile to my struggle
Tears of a sad clown laying dead in the rubble
Danger is not a stranger im always facing trouble
plus I cant look past the aftermath of these
damn forsaken Memories
holding me hostage till I feel like I finally lost it
Walking like the dead searching for a fucking coffin
Sitting wasting space, has become a problem
Hoping they erase from my mind only way to solve it.
I look in the mirror still don't see myself,
trying to free myself still screaming for help
Aggressions taking control i try not to make a sound
but Words fly out my mouth Harming everybody around,

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/Verse 2/
pill bottles all over the place feeling restless, Xanax to erase the mind, confusion, illusions, losing my mind fuck a conscience, demonic im just being honest
I got some damage to my psyche, and that shouldn’t be taken lightly/
coz the pain buried inside me, just aches from pain of hiding/
simple and plain, I'm tired of being hurt and fighting and the lightning/
from the words that are flying, and the birds inside of me are dying/
I'm creating a movement, so simply comprised of confused dudes/
who've been abused, twisted not trusted misused and misguided/
who decided to take flight with not givin a fuck, so they shift up,
to overdrive fifth/ ever tried to drown your shit, on any shit you can get,
the fear of neglect causes your mental mindset/
of givin up not even tryin ya best,
but you tried for years to get past the pain,
and now you accept it's reign
if this life is game, then this then its time to change, got my eyes on the enemy its me, I'm a sniper take aim.

ha think you fucking know me?
think again i dont even fucking know me
cos im losing my fucking mind
haha

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