//Hook// yeah tell the truth mothafucka i know that you lying, not hurt by what meek said but you probably crying you gonna brush off rumors you had a ghostwriter but i swear to god you’d lose stepping into a cypher i can name 10 mothafuckers thats better than you and all you have to say is it isnt his world tour dude thats week as fuck and you know it too so what hes riding nickis jock what about you claiming you started from the bottom and really the dopest you was jimmy brooks before starting rap and we know this canada aint got a hood and you wanna act thug canadian winter snows the closest you ever came to drugs so how the fuck am i supposed to take you serious ha you a light skin keith sweat bitch are you delirious thats shits almost as fucking gay as elton john fucking in an all male 3 way yet you claim that after nickis man you the first in line had her in the maybach in traffic thats the perfect fucking time but just a week ago you and mills were perfectly fine //Hook// so tell the truth mothafucka i know that you lying heard the drake disses and you know that you was crying you a real hood rapper from the hard streets of philly then you respond to a beef with that shit come on really so dont tell you took it serious or even had a plan you definitely had more street cred and more loyal fans but you responded so soft like you had charmin in hand I’ve heard white kids in the burbs talk more shit than you not over a career or credibility, over an iPhone dude he got a dance from your girl and rapped with her too you came into this beef as hard as marshmellows dude this so called beef tape was dumb as fuck and weak as shit wasted an entire day talking about it instead of fucking my chick you got 2 mill in the bank and on a world tour like really what in the fuck you complaing for your girl has more money fame and more fans you was basically underground what you think was the plan you call shots trying to bring down a big fucking name you wasnt happy with a fortune and staying in your lane how about you spit facts not fucking names //Hook//

Intro: You think life is easy? When no one fucking believes? How about you step out of your own life, and spend a day…spend a day in my shoes yanno //Chorus// Verse 1: So, how about try to live a day in my shoes Then you’ll see it’s not that easy to do Growing up in a city that never believed Coming home where all I got is this mafucking weed A pen a pad where I write till I bleed This city’s falling to shit, and I’m trying to succeed I’ll put my life in your hands, see if you can break it But you can’t I’ll take control of destiny till I make it Been fighting all my life, not giving up now Told me I won’t amount to shit I wont back down So much on my mind I can’t even say Thoughts and beliefs that I’ll never betray So fuck living for the future I live for the day Told me to follow the path, I make my own fucking way. //Chorus x2// Verse 2: For anyone listening to my music and hating Or anyone telling me that I’ll never fucking make it I don’t need a shit ton just one to believe And if no else will I’ll believe in me I’ll pick this world up and seize it in my grasp Chasing my dreams not stopping that’s a fucking fact I had one chance and begged to be on a track You turned snitch so I’m turned my back Thought we were friends Thought we were cool You turned bitch with a vagina after that shit you pulled You said you understood, could walk in my shoes But put in my position yeah you’d mafucking lose You tried to break me, but I’m still here fighting Still with this pen and paper, still here writting You’re a thunder storm I’m the fucking llightening And a flash of brilliance is all that I need Thought I needed you but you need me. //Chorus x2-1/2//

History repeats in the future when the past defeats the purpose of the earth within the universal masterpiece Increase in natural disasters as her wrath released, Media's the reason why like half the world is fast asleep, No hope in humanity, loathing global calamity, Its a matter of time, they try'na totally manage me, So I have to design some kind of utopian fantasy, In the back of my mind just to cope with insanity, Over and over, never sober or plan to be, Pass me the rock, I cross over and land a three, I'm not a grower but I know how to plant a tree, My levels lowered so the devil will dance with me, I've never been spittin any less than malevolently, Say you're hard body, but I'm steppin in with metal skin, If you say your rhymes sick then mine are drugs and medicine, Luke warm rappers don't know how to plug the kettle in. And nosey mothafuckas don't know how to keep from meddling

I don't want your negative ways, And I sure don't wanna play your games, Baby girl I'm gone, I don't even wanna say your name, Pack my bags, Don't look back, Don't know where we at, So I'm gone. How come you had to cheat on me? I thought our relationship was meant to be. I thought I was going with a decent girl, You didn’t ask for everything in the world. Now I can’t stand you! HOW COULD YOU?! Do the shit you did and sleep too? Especially with that dude?! I bet you loved fucking him too didn’t you? Don’t lie to me, already my heart wants to bleed. I can’t believe I opened up to be deceived I’m tired of this little kiddy bullshit. You’re not 15 you’re out of high school bitch. You’re grown, going to college and can’t even see it. Leaving me when I’m down I ain’t even believe it. Between us I’m glad I’m the one that ended it. It didnt just hurt me it hurt you too didn’t it? As soon as I said it you begged for me, Fuck it tonight our relationship ceases to be. I don't want your negative ways, And I sure don't wanna play your games, Baby girl I'm gone, I don't even wanna say your name, Pack my bags, Don't look back, Don't know where we at, So I'm gone. x2 I can’t believe the childish games you played. And asking me to come over and fuck the next day. How could I have been this fucking stupid? The minute you acted funny I should’ve knew it. But your love blinded me, completely off gaurd. I fought for you, still you made it so damn hard. You flake on me, and lie to me, that’s a kiddy mentality, If you ask me that’s your one big fallacy, Face it bitch, it’s life, take a look at reality, So don’t tell me your actions came before thinking, I asked him, and he said you told him we stopped dating. I’m going crazy over shit that could’ve been prevented. You never loved me, if you did it wouldn’t have come to this. But you did and it did, now didn’t it? Fuck it I’m done I don’t got no anger left, All I had to do was get this shit off of my chest. I don't want your negative ways, And I sure don't wanna play your games, Baby girl I'm gone, I don't even wanna say your name, Pack my bags, Don't look back, Don't know where we at, So I'm gone. x2 I don't want your negative ways, And I sure don't wanna play your games, Baby girl I'm gone, I don't even wanna say your name,

//Verse 1// I know you been hurt I know you’ve felt pain Can’t enjoy sunshine without a little bit of rain If I could I would give you my everything But all I got is my love and my name And some things will never ever change It’s a story that’s almost as old as time Boy chases girl just to make her mine She stops running just to persue in kind She took a leap of faith was caught by surprise Everything felt magic as she looked in his eyes No mistake these people were brought together Love floated through the air lighter than a feather So understand a love ever so simply See that all I need is a you and me Something made special and so perfectly Look at the way that I’m looking at you All I’m wanting is for you to say that I do //Chorus// Look at the wake From the stardust pouring from your eyes It’s no mistake You are perfect You are perfect in my eyes And you wont fade away //Verse 2// All I ever wanted was love made perfectly Can’t believe this started off so simply She makes me wanna throw away my disguise With one look I knew she was perfect in my eyes All I wanna be is good husband to her Life goals in a list and that is coming first Next is to be a good father to the kids With those checked off all I need is this 30 years later it’s like stardust still See it in her eyes everytime it’s real Started of a kid having the summer of my life Now I have my own kids and the perfect little wife Sitting on the porch grankids on my lap My version of heaven that’s simply a fact I married you, gave you kids, they took my name If I could do it all again I’d let it remain the same //Chorus// Look at the wake From the stardust pouring from your eyes It’s no mistake You are perfect You are perfect in my eyes And you wont fade away //Musical break// //Chorus// Look at the wake From the stardust pouring from your eyes It’s no mistake You are perfect You are perfect in my eyes And you wont fade away

[Verse 1] Sometimes I let my mind think a little dark Within darkness, I find a light with a little spark I venture in the dark, I'm the duo of Lewis and Clark Lovely danger makes me jump in the tank of a shark I'm a boy trying to solve puzzles that’re complicated The curiosity inspires, and makes me obligated I held the mic's powers so I get nominated Powers that disgust you just by saying constipated Yet the egos of the rap game make powers collide Thoughts lost in my head making it so for hours I drive I let shady ideas vanish then I strive to revive These thoughts I deprive, was I truly ever alive? And I arrive on the scene of a world unseen World of an unconscious mind of a fiend A mind only concerned with work for some green I wonder if my mind really belongs to a teen [Hook] Circles and circles and seasons For everything, there's always reasons But it's never good Never turns out as it should [Verse 2] Light slips on my face as does the world of the piety Greed and selfishness reek inside of this society I'm a hypocrite of my words causing me anxiety I'm in love with the streets filled with notoriety Though, my mind is in a different dimension Yours is filled to the brink with misapprehension Perhaps that's the cause of my my mental tension You're tryna survive; I'm tryna reach ascension I'm on a vastly different level than a couple peers I'm aiming for perfection, handling all my fears The nation asked victims to fight as volunteers Wasting all my time on fools and wasting all my tears Within this one rap, I've given up my wordplay Revealed my mind strong enough to cause an earthquake May 16th, first to hit that date on a Thursday My mind has been reborn, today is my rebirth day [Hook] X2 Circles and circles and seasons For everything, there's always reasons But it's never good Never turns out as it should

Verse 1 : In the beginning, I knew you had some flaws, theres no pretending i knew you had some walls your life was pulled from the shortest of straws and it seemed so hard to trust anyone at all love was evil, and every guy seemed so deceitful and the sequel of your first love was just as painful as your last there to make you hurt and break your back only to take your cash they never even made you laugh what the fuck is that , damn your life was full of pain constant betrayal had made you change drinking and partying to fill the hole torturing yourself your moves were bold many tried to steal your heart but you always kept yourself so on guard too many many werent very smart to see you were beaten broken and scarred too many guys simply gave up not one ever tried to change up but broken dreams made you wake up most of ya trust was way too damaged and somethings dont heal with a bandage Verse 2: Now ya know i have plenty of fucking issues and my eyes have seen plenty of fucking tissues thought depression would continue till the day that i finally kissed you never hungry and couldnt eat insomniac and couldnt sleep let the PTSD control and change what wasnt me friends and family were crazy concerned alot of bridges that i constantly burned scars and cuts they’d see made them squirm i guess i wasn’t really too concerned until the day that i finally met you someone to change my point of view in a world that was so dark and so blue you changed it into a different color or hue and with you at my side i can finally rest finally learned to deal with all of the stress you helped me clean up my shitty mess i must admit i was definitely impressed thats when i knew that we were meant to be a life meant to be lived simply happy and carefree

Yo haha just know..that if I ever said it…I prolly fucking mean it…haha let’s fucking go.. /Verse 1/ Talking shit, Lets talk real I probably mean it I aint about all the rumors, If you talk, don't drama queen it Whispers mean come closer, by that I mean come lean in Close talk with me, Pillow talk with me, Dirty whispers I'm okay with that But if theres one thing I don't understand its how you be okay with that Saying that your a church girl, But i'm pretty sure I'm gonna hit it You jumpin all on my lap, Double stacked, Better king it. I lost my old girl, got a new one and I'm onto better things Changing up new line up, but some things that really stay the same She trynna fall in love to fast, overthinkin she’ll overuse her brain And by that I mean she use her mouth, but that’s just her game Lack of communication between us but I cant really complain… //Chorus// /Verse 2/ Best believe it... i mean it. Catchin a hoe cheatin. Stealin behind my back best friend is deceiving. Releivin...myself is a matter only i could see in. Ill change fake people out my life like the globe changes seasons. I mean it...fuck all of the lying and deceivin. Knock a guy out for almost no reason. Life is to play with but satan could see it. Thats why he's pulling these peoples strings and they believe it. But thats the game of life but I'm gonna win it and i mean it. To the hoes thats cheatin...keep tryin bitch. Keep askin for your man back while you go around sucking dicks. best friend splitting my money for diamonds and a bitch. What the hell is that kinda shit? This world is fucked up kinda sick. but I know who I'm ridin with and I fucking mean it //Chorus//

Dear Darkness my old time friend haven't seen you in 10 summers, where’ve you been I figured my ocular would never spot you again yet here I am staring at you with dilated lens as heroine flows madly through me Everything in a 9 foot radius is moving slowly reality is usually what I hold loosely I tighten my grip when it nut, bolt, and screwed me and forced me in a corner where the darkness grows gloomy the further I stray from the trail the setting becomes spooky no matter how bumpy the road the bus rode smoothly till I messed around with a cut throat floozy sitting two seats away then moving closer to me her eyes showing the beauty of death I flirted profusely praising the succubus mutely forcing me to pledge an oath, shrewdly an imminent foe she spoke so uncouthly Prior to the brief moment I averted my eyes from her location somewhere to the area outside seen a translucent figure eyes like diamonds of the deep I shrugged knowing it's been awhile since I got to sleep seconds later I turned to smile realizing no one was there right before receiving chills hearing whispers in the air, warnings exclaiming "we're on a joyride to the road of despair" i grab my seatbelt only to realize its broke i try to swallow but the spit catches in my throat whats happened to me im not ready to go ive lived an entire life but ive got nothing to show darkness consuming me as we travel this road and in the end i realize that i am my only foe no one forced me its the path that ive chosen to go avoid living like me and youll avoid your woes i wish that sooner i would have opened my eyes now no one mourns my death and no one cries slowly i slip away embracing the moment and ready to die

/Chorus/ /Verse 1/ Looking in a mirror, trying to find myself My mouth doesn’t open but I see im screaming help Been awhile since I truly smiled cause of what I felt Tried to dial up only to be dial downed Trying to face up, but got my face down Joking around to put a smile to my struggle Tears of a sad clown laying dead in the rubble Danger is not a stranger im always facing trouble plus I cant look past the aftermath of these damn forsaken Memories holding me hostage till I feel like I finally lost it Walking like the dead searching for a fucking coffin Sitting wasting space, has become a problem Hoping they erase from my mind only way to solve it. I look in the mirror still don't see myself, trying to free myself still screaming for help Aggressions taking control i try not to make a sound but Words fly out my mouth Harming everybody around, /Chorus/ /Verse 2/ pill bottles all over the place feeling restless, Xanax to erase the mind, confusion, illusions, losing my mind fuck a conscience, demonic im just being honest I got some damage to my psyche, and that shouldn’t be taken lightly/ coz the pain buried inside me, just aches from pain of hiding/ simple and plain, I'm tired of being hurt and fighting and the lightning/ from the words that are flying, and the birds inside of me are dying/ I'm creating a movement, so simply comprised of confused dudes/ who've been abused, twisted not trusted misused and misguided/ who decided to take flight with not givin a fuck, so they shift up, to overdrive fifth/ ever tried to drown your shit, on any shit you can get, the fear of neglect causes your mental mindset/ of givin up not even tryin ya best, but you tried for years to get past the pain, and now you accept it's reign if this life is game, then this then its time to change, got my eyes on the enemy its me, I'm a sniper take aim. ha think you fucking know me? think again i dont even fucking know me cos im losing my fucking mind haha /Chorus X2/