Give me a fresh start at life
Before I pick up a knife
take it to my wrist
and slit
im sick of this shit.
Im begging for help
Im trying to run from myself
Just trynna keep from killing my self
I beg with all of my heart
Please just give me a fresh start.

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/Verse 1/
 My parents claim that I'm a "disgrace to humanity"
Is it just me or is this anger turning into insanity
My dad says I'm stupid, he's claims I'm insane
My mom calls me mental, fucked up in the brain
I'm out of the house now, going bar-to-bar
I started cutting when I was 12, I still have the scars
Yesterday I robbed a store and popped some pills
I express depression from my hip-hopping skills
I'm going use my music and rapping to my advantage
Fuck these memory scars, times to use a bandage
I'm gonna rap, and lyrically write some music
Take these memories, turn them to raps and use it
I can see clearly now, I can see the traps
Fuck that, I'm not going through another relapse
not afraid of memories, I wont fear it
Take my stories, and write them down as lyrics

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/Verse 2/
it’s a sad sight
To see a 15 year old boy crying at night
Wanting to give up the fight
As he picks up the knife
Wanting to bring end to his life
Tonight.
Tears are streaming
His emotions, screaming
His hands leaning
The blade to his body
About to make a copy
Of the scars on his wrist
Crying like in schindlers list
Not even fully knowing why
He has to cry
Like a pussy ass bitch
Wishing he was dead in a ditch
Wanting to flick off the switch
Witch was his life 
Instead of scraping with the knife.
His mind plagued by infection 
Because of his thoughts of death and resurrection
not taking full inspection
for why he wants perfection.
drowns it with Vodka, beer and whiskey
Mixed with a little codeine and ecstasy

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/Verse 3/
I know this is nothing new 
It becomes the norm whenever you switch on the news
But put yourself in their shoes
When you feel you have nothing left to lose
Excuse me for bringing it up
Its sick and some kind of fucked up
When a child feels the need to take his life 
Either with a bullet or the blade of a knife 
Never to experience the good things in life 
Or have a chance to stand against all of the bullies
Who foolishly 
kept putting them down like a bad dog
unable to see through the fog 
of lies this person uses to keep up appearances
and kids don’t wanna put it onto their parents 
whats going on, nobody seems to want to be helped 
people are egotistical as fuck only caring about they self
and it’s horrible for a young person to ever feel this way 
not being able to say what they need or want to say 
I urge you now to look at your self and what you do today
and how it could affect other people subconsciously.
so

//Hook X2//